abt a place

i like my new place:) thk God. i like my boss, my colleagues and my unrestricted jobscope ;) hehh, i got to go to Great World City, SP tower, got to talk to taxi uncles and meet mad ppl. my day is not the normal mundane day anymore! its exciting! :) PTL! and i learn alot from my colleagues. they really are patient. and worshipful. & tmr is moving day!! so cool can? im gg to be packing and we're shifting to town area! boss told me the day i started work, arnd 2 weeks ago. and i was actually quite trying to adjust to it being in bt merah actually. thk God! :) but its good to be able to be at bt merah for awhile la, different part of sg. ppl quite fierce actually.. i prefer hougang.. peaceful, harmless ppl. altho got a few also.. err mad ppl arnd due to woodbridge, but they are usually harmless one. heh.

im v blessed to know ryanly :) cos he like to bless me when God bless him :) heh. the most thoughtful, sweet and cool guy! ( hehh, thanks dearie for the apple scent! ) an apple a day keeps the doctor away! yea!

hmm food for thought.. was watching mark lee's show.. he visited holland. say the ppl there v friendly. hmm i accidentally stepped on a lady's slipper's today, didnt know she was abit disturbed.. and she started to threaten me from behind.. following abit. was lunching w my colleagues, good thing. then talkking abt it, my sister and mum were also talking abt ppl who flared up cos smeone stepped on their toes. in mrt. why ah? i think its cos singapore is v small. so ppl get irritable v fast? in holland theres alot of space, so theres enough personal space? whatever it is, lets learn and help each other by having a smile more often :) practise makes purrfett :)

oki pen off, ta~

new place :)

hehs, am at my new workplace :) @ bt merah but we're moving soon to tanjong pagar! :) yays. near town, near friends :) im still getting used to the place, but i think theres super alot of learning here, thk God. excited to get my own workstation ! :) hehs.


what is love? i know the Bible has a great chapter on love :) Corinthians 13. to me love is joy, peace, patience, ..and it is also pain sometimes, when you feel you done something that hurt, or you feel you cannot help to make the situation better. love is feeling the feelings for another person as if it were yourself feeling them. sometimes we do that last part abit too late. no wonder Jesus says to love our neighbor as ourselves


"...we have a high priest who can feel with us when we are weak. He has been tested in every way, just as we are. But he did not do anything wrong." heb 4:15

uncle chai's passing

ytr mummy came home with sad news. uncle chai passed away. of cancer, he had been battling it for 8 mths. just now she told me more, its sad. but its a reminder that life is short. and one day, like it or not, we all have to stand before our Creator and give an account of our lives. will He be One that we know, and have relationship with? or will He be a stranger. albeit busying our lives with doing church stuff?
mummy said that uncle chai and his wife used to be at perpetual cold war.not talking for 10 over years amiably. aunty sharon was their sister, a Christian. prayed and preached to them. finally the wife came to Christ, and when uncle chai saw the change in her, he too came to the Lord. he was fervent and hungry, reading on books and leading others to God, their marriage became healed and restored. children also came to the Lord.
and then he was diagnosed.
i rmb i sat a few seats away from them during svc one weekend. uncle chai was blind already by that time. due to the pre chemo procedures, a reaction that affected very rarely the cancer patients. he didnt know me personally but he was a friend of my mum and more distantly my dad. he told me he was v happy that my daddy went to visit him at the hospital that day, and he took my hand and told me he was praying for my daddy.
mummy says the wife wanted to pray God take him away so that he dont suffer that much, but also yet couldnt because she couldnt let him go. altho he had become impatient easily and demanding due to the frustration and pain he felt in his body. but towards the end, mummy said uncle chai became at peace in his heart. pst meng went to visit him cos they were now in bbg group. i think dad's blog entry on uncle chai does him due respect and justice.
uncle chai, u taught us to live reflectively, love unsparingly and laugh happily, for life is precious while it lasts. thank-you.

zoo day~:)

i love that zoo day!

using silky girl perfume

:) ytr was a happy day for me . i went to find ryanly for dinner, before his visitation and then i went to j8 to get some stuff done. i left him at bishan and i found him again at bishan :) haha, cos he decided it was too late to go afterall, after collecting tags from his helper.Every good gift comes from the Father of light from whom there is no shadow or turning and the blessing He blesses with has no sorrow in them :)
before i met r, i walked down the lane to mrt, wow the ppl were buring those joss paper. right in the middle of the pathway! i super cheezed off.. cos the wind blew the smoke and i couldnt escape from it. was angry for quite awhile.. but thankfully by Gods grace went on to think of solution. like in the movies you know? :) except i wasnt supposed to reveal what i did to the male lead la. o well. i went to i think 5 guardian and watsons stores to 'try' their silky girl 'cherished' au de toilette.hahaaarrrr. good thing its silky girl, cos its cheeaap.and nobody cares if you spray alot. if i went into sasa and used the channel .. haha, thats it. i would have still smelled of aromatic smoke. like barbeque.
anw im starting work next week aldy (dunno why they hadnt taken down the advert from the announcements..) im feeling a bit of aprehension, and also not understanding why.. thankfully God allows me to speak candidly abt my soreness re this issue to Him.. i still dun really get it..but i will do my best, i will plan my best, i will trust.
i wna believe and walk this walk,.. not only when i have problem then i pray to Him. its not like that. was not like that. shld nv become like that. acceptance with joy and trust and obey. i have much to be thankful for. :) okk i gotta go do my stuff, alot to accomplish today, acknowledge He is Lord. :)

first day

first day for my new blog ;)raining super duper heavy.. hmm if the rain doesnt stop soon, may not go out to meet ryanly after all. haha err oops. helping dad w stuff.. and its 2:09pm. yet to have lunch. alot of learning la, good good, and im so gg to start planning AND doing. cards..post grad course.. work..ministry..relationships..kk time for lunch! ciao~